She was so busy to nurture me and my brother who seemed like a twin because of our close age :D She is a perfectionist. She has a very very high standard regarding cleanliness and . I often found her so tired because of so many things she did L She also worries a lot about many things. She picked me up everyday from the school, delivered me to courses, etc simply because she wanted to protect me from any ‘naughty’ drivers who may steal her children#sighed. Thank you mom! J
When I was a kid, she told me that I was very talkative and noisy. Yet in front of friends and outsiders, I kinda felt shy and afraid to open conversation. I could only be talkative to those whom I was comfortable with J My mom was my teacher, driver, chef, a true housewife, and sometimes I gave her title “Wonder Woman”. Yes.. she definately can do EVERYTHING.
I was so active and involved in many many courses. I disliketo waste time mostly. I always thought to be productive. I learned piano, violin, ballet, and mandarin too. I joined basketball team, tennis table, swimming, badminton, and even photography. But I didn’t master them all hahahaha :p I just liked variety and liked them all ;) I served at the Christian church too. I used to lead worship songs in youth Sunday servicesJ I teach youth group in a small cell-group and I never thought this service leads to my God’s calling. Furthermore, since I was so busy, I have no time to feel ‘lonely’ because I did not have any ‘boyfriend’. I knew my purpose to preserve my heart for marriage at any cost. I knew that singleness is a season where I could serve God most freely and give most generously.
Yet I did not realize that God has more in store than that. He did not demand me to be busy, but to spend time with Him. It took years for me to found this truth and experience it. Life soon is not about me anymore ... it is about ... Him.